Wednesday, September 1, 2010


So I have an appointment with a therapist today. Been feeling a little stressed out. Okay, a LOT stressed out. Been feeling like a failure in general. Been going to bed every night feeling like a sh!t parent. Been feeling not so pretty on the inside or the outside. I need to shed some skin, figure some things out. Get myself back on track. Learn how to breathe again, how to unclench, let go, go with the flow, how to ENJOY my time with the babies and not worry about Every. Single. Little. Frigging. Thing. Good God it's draining.

Or maybe I'm just pre-menstral. Pre-minstral (i.e. prior to the minstral show)? I always DID love a good minstral show.



Dobbygirl said...

I feel your pain, girl. Feel better!

merciblahblah said...

Thanks - it's a good thing, the therapy. I'm looking forward to it. Sometimes it just helps to get a completely unobjective perspective.

Jackie said...

I have a lot of the same feelings girl. Hope the therapist helps. Maybe send a few tips my way that you learn!

AprilT said...

Blog stalker here (hi, nice to meet you)...just wanted to say *try* not to be too hard on yourself. Know that many of us (My name is April and I am in therapy) women out there have the same feelings. Sucks for all of us but hopefully helps to know you're not alone!

Love your blog, by the way!

MerciBlahBlah said...

Jackie and April - thanks for your comments. I do realize, in the rational part of my brain, that I'm not the only one feeling this way at times, but when you're in the midst of it sometimes, it kind of feels like you're on an island by yourself (at least it does for me). I really appreciate hearing it from others though - it helps more than you know!!!

Thank you!!

SGM said...

Good for you, Shans. Thinking about you. xo